"so with my best, my very best, i set you free..."

the song with its lyrics just got locked in my mind. wherever i go, whatever i do, i keep on singing the song.. oh well, we finally talked and sort things out. we're still in the relationship and still gonna try to make it work somehow. really hope that we can make it.

i'm not saying that i have fallen so deep in love with him or anything, but in a way, deep down inside i still have this curiosity over him. i guess that's the main thing why i'm still with him right now. you might think it so shallow, but if curiosity can kill, then curiosity can surely heals.. ahahahaha apaan coba!!!

sometimes... i got this wish that i could turn the hands of time.. either backward or forward.. i just cant stay on the present moment. for me, personally, it's not a good sign at all. it's like i'm in a place and time where i really want to runaway from present reality. i'm not in distress, i'm not in any kind of pressure. i just cant feel content with what i have NOW. hmpfff... this is definetly not a good thing!!